What next?

After the festivities of Christmas, reality has set in and whilst I made some big plans at the start of 2019, within weeks it became obvious that these would be unachievable.

It has been a lot to admit that despite my original intention to publish The KeyMaster this autumn, circumstances won’t allow. I was so excited to think that this project I’ve been working on for so long might finally be on its way to the big wide world that it’s been crushing to realise this will just not be possible. Yet.

Besides coming to terms with this sad truth, these last few months have been frustrating for me creatively as my laptop finally gave up the ghost. Its memory had slowly been eaten up until there was nothing left and my documents just wouldn’t open.

I didn’t think it would affect me like it did; as a writer you feel helpless, like your creativity has been squashed. I know you can use paper and to plot I do, but to write I like to type straight away.

This last week, I have been fortunate enough to be gifted a Bluetooth keyboard from a family friend, so I can at least continue typing. But circumstances haven’t changed.

Consequently, my next steps forward are to finish the final edit of The KeyMaster Book 1 and move on to Book 2. There are some plotting and planning techniques I’ve come across through the Instagram writing community that I want to try (If you are a fellow writer, I seriously recommend you using Instagram to connect with like-minded writers. It’s such a vibrant and supportive community.) If you are interested in seeing how they go, keep an eye on my social media and website for posts and (hopefully) videos.

NaNoWriMo 2018

As the dust settles for those who completed NaNoWriMo 2018, I’d like to reflect, as one who didn’t take part.

As a semi-full-time mother (with a broken laptop!), I knew there would be little point me taking part this year as I rarely get time to read let alone write, especially with Christmas on the horizon. But I’ve been watching colleagues on Instagram take part and following their journeys.

I won’t deny to being a smidgen jealous of those with the opportunity to take part, but I’ve thoroughly enjoyed watching them reflect and clock in their daily achievements. It’s been great seeing people post their graphs and their winner pages and being part of such an amazing journey. Because it is. Writing 50+K in a month is no mean feat!

So, will I take part next year? Honestly, no. I can’t see my situation changing that much to allow such dedication. (Though I do hope to have a new laptop soon!) My family comes first. People might argue that that shouldn’t be the case, that writing should be the most important thing in my life, but I can’t let it. Not when my child needs me. One year, I will get the opportunity so I shall enjoy that adventure when it happens.

If you are toying with the idea I would highly recommend it. The NaNoWriMo community is very supportive on Instagram (from what I saw), and would help make the experience even more special. Visit http://www.nanowrimo.org for more information. Happy writing!

Generation X

I enjoy reading Curtis Brown’s Creative blog and watching their videos but one of their recent posts got me pondering things.

Apparently YA protagonists cannot be older than 17 but 80% of the readership are usually adults (a high proportion being 16-24 in age).  Which got me thinking how many of the recent protagonists (Bella, Katniss, Tris – to name those from major trilogies) actually resound with those readers older than 24?   Who do they relate to?  After 24 are you suddenly expected to read ‘adult’ fiction only?  Is there a whole generation who are being overlooked?  Can amazing and wonderful adventures not befall protagonists of 18 or (heaven forbid) in their 20s?   Nothing of notable interest happened to me until I was 20 and I’m fairly sure I’m not alone. Of course, you can stumble across an odd teenager who stands out and does some amazing things but most modern teenagers are either too obsessed by Social Media/technology or they’re working hard at their studies.  I’m a teacher, I know.  How many of my students have admitted to spending entire holidays on their games console?  Many will go on and do great things in their future, by grit and determination or thanks to an epiphany, but not for many years, not until their mid- to late twenties.  (Some later still)  Not particularly sexy, I know, but that’s the reality.  I understand that as readers we happily ‘suspend our disbelief’ but surely you need a decent protagonist to do so.

I enjoy reading YA books, I like many of the plots but I rarely relate to their protagonists. Bella?  Too moody, boring and mean (I didn’t like how she played the boys off one another).  Katniss again treated men badly but had a bit more spunk about her (though the final book was weak).  And Tris?  Dull and constantly had to be the one at the centre of anything possibly heroic, in other words attention seeking: Four was a far more intriguing character.

Could publishers be overlooking a whole new genre of YA readers; where the protagonists are older, less angst-driven, stronger in character, forging their futures and becoming wiser to the ways of the adult world.   A Generation X perhaps?